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Prison Blog

In which Possum recounts his experiences as an offender in the system.

Possum Bones is autistic. He has identified as a dirty kid in the past, and he’s attended multiple rainbow gatherings. He has several years left to serve in the Washington Correctional system.

He has been making art since he could sit up. He communicates better in writing than speech. If you are interested in the experience of an autistic person doing prison time, check out his Prison Blog. If you are a fan of comic art, underground/outsider music, Lovecraft, Clarke Ashton Smith, Murakami, Cixui Liu, etc.

Sex Diatribe p.1 11/6/18

Some of the cartoons I want to draw could be pretty sexist.

I grew up exposed to a sexist media, and I learned to objectify female characters in stories with extreme prejudice, because I was a nasty little fucker with a Y chromosome.

Somewhere I’ve heard it pointed out that the Y chromosome is a mutation.

If men are mutants, women are our hosts in a parasitic relationship. Love for the parasite growing inside you is a sick joke, but I’ve heard its beautiful. Sorry. But I love my mom, too. (And my Dad — Ed.)

“That Calvinistic sense of innate depravity from whose visitations, in some shape or other, no deeply thinking mind is always wholly free.” —-Herman Melville

Keeping in mind there’s a lot of stuff I haven’t gotten to draw yet, because of skill, will to devote time to single projects, and being in jail on trial. (Lack of privacy, tools —Ed.) I might (“Might”? HA —Ed.) be a repressed sadist. When my first partner gave me permission, I repeatedly enjoyed causing her pain. This disturbed me, but I liked it. I was so disturbed by it that, reasoning that I should know what I was doing, I began to hurt myself with razors and fire.

When I see that a girl has scars that are self inflicted (but superficial), I become interested in them. I’m socially inept, not a manipulator type, but I’m attracted to this type of girl. I (somewhat mistakenly) associate self harm with a willingness to submit physically, and to consensually accept pain and shame. I’m not bold when it comes to shaming. Except in a few instances where I for real disdained my temporary partner because I was annoyed by what I perceived as, essentially, stupidity, and/or weakness. I was genuinely dismayed by their actions, yet I got off on mistreating them (verbally and in terms of commands/ultimatums) and then having sex with them anyway….

I essentially dislike many aspects of people and I Know this is a douche thing to say, but im usually/al

Elisa Carlson