burnout mode
Like this is really bad. like, its a state you basically never want to get into . I can't turn on music and get away from the constant noise. And its just built and built to where I'm here. Physically, I can do stuff but according to how I'm actually doing : I have to clean my room, take a shower , prepare my mail , check on the callout , keep up with people. I can't. Just the people outside my door and living to the left and right of me are pissing me off with all the noise they're making. So I'm just basically to where I'm so exhausted from it that I dont want to get out of bed.