Writing to keep track of my mind
My disability has basically bound me to write ... Because I was forced to winnow my mental skills into what's useful , I became verbal. And because of the ... executive function impairment its called ... my memory seems objectively better than average but it feels worse. Not being able to trust what I'll remember, not being able to feel the gaps of my functioning and predict it ... Its natural that as a result I'm driven to write my thoughts down constantly all hours of the day. I used to do this only in the form of posts and texts etc ... But since being incarcerated, I use emails and a journal. Anyway. I'm just saying, of course I'd be writing stuff all the time ... because I can never keep track of my own mind as it is.