On Being a Resident Alien

In resident alien the alien ( who takes the form of a human and is here to destroy earth ) he's at the bottom of a crevasse with a native woman whose treating him even though she knows he's an alien. He thinks to himself "I've become too human ... " And I was like, oh shit that's how I feel about humanity. See, the alien is basically an autistic person. His behavior and reactions in this show, he's always trying to fake being human. That's exactly how I feel but at first, he doesn't compromise, hes here to destroy the human race. But in the process of going undercover, his integrity as the agent of humanity's doom becomes compromised. Its not that I feel 'aww , I've become too human '. Just like in the movie , its an 'oh shit' moment- He wants to be what he once was and do what he came to do. I want to be the person I was born as. But because of this sick game I've been forced to play, I've become too human. I feel more compassion than I personally think is right for me. The fake role I've been forced to play is more friendly than your average person because I've overcompensated in the way that liars do. And now, I've become another autistic person who seems like a kind innocent type , a rube , to most people. I hate this.