Blog #2 June 28, 2017
Today Rob came back to jail drunk. He was free for less than 72 hours. I gave him my dinner to sober him up. He said that I was an apostle because of myname and that he came back to see me before I go to prison because I'm special.' He's schizophrenic, but he's sweet. He said "sometimes I just wanna trash the whole city. I want the kings of the earth to burn in hell." I felt privileged to listen to the words of this mad tom o'bedlam. Perhaps I have gone mad myself, but I too wish that I could just trash the whole world. I want to see the kings fall too. I think I was supposed to die somewhere in the last 7 years. Instead, someone else died. By a twist of fate, a transference, now I'm alive when I should be dead and someone who should be alive is dead. That is how it was supposed to happen according to the kindly ones.